Pieces In Time

I guess I was tired of walking. . . . . . . . . I guess I was tired of walking. I was waiting for a pull from the other side.  One of comfort and reassurance.

A : Do you know what FO Means?  M : Yeah  A : WELL THAT'S WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO RIGHT NOW. A *smirks and slides it's feet away into the darkness* M: I ruin everything. Why can’t I stop ruining things. Why can’t I run away from my self created demise. What is wrong with me. What is wrong with what I am doing.  *continuously scratches the skin near it's finger nail* HAHA this is what I do. This is what I am. I just can't let myself enjoy a peaceful moment.  *B enters* ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨Twitchﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ M: Actually it's you who ruins things.  *B throws its hands in retreat* B: Me? But I am YOU.  *Fiddles around with the mug on the table*  B: Hasn't scrolling through numerous storylines taught you anything?  *leans in closer to my face* B: What you're feeling isn't new.  What you're feeling isn't unique.  You're mere dust on a planet. His...

Dear 阳光, Have there been clouds on your clear skies? If you're in pain, I hope you heal quick and the pain goes away.  Sun Rays still penetrate through clouds and reach the green meadows  of Earth. I hope the warmth find its way to you. Let's hold on for a little longer.                                                                                                                                             -Love Light