Letter 2

To my dear 阳光,
It has been a month since my last letter, hasn't it. I was a little late in writing this one and sending it to you.

Whenever I sit down to write these I don't really know what to tell you.

Life still feels motionless and I feel helpless to not be able to make it move.

I end up in a battle against my own self on who to blame.

I try so hard but it does not budge. Like a huge bolder in front of a bird.

I write this not to worry you but to let you know I still communicate to you without filters between us. 

Don't worry I haven't given up on us. Though these days are difficult and maybe the years to come, I still think there will be light at the end of this run. So you on your end promise me to stay healthy and run towards your goals and me on my end will to fight my thoughts as well. Again I don't want you to worry about me, because then I would feel as if I have become a burden to you so please continue to do your best side by side with me, not as a burden which needs to be carried. Sorry if this letter seems a bit bleak, maybe it is the weather speaking? The sun should come around soon, right? I just chuckled on the thought that my sun raises and sets in a different place on Earth for the time being but I have hope that the prayers will be answered most beautifully. Hopefully I'll send a more cheerful letter to you next time, but until then please do keep smiling, a favor I ask you from me:)

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